BSI Chapter 118 The Truth
Chapter 118 The Truth
Everything in this world is governed by rules.
It's like an avenue, guiding the creatures in every small world to develop towards a certain destiny.
Rules don't come up very often.
In Du Lin's recovered memory, it was always more like a cold machine high above, overlooking everything below.
If Durin is the representative of rational order, and the Lord of the Abyss is the incarnation of chaos and malice, then he is even more detached from them... born from the end of chaos and ignorance, the truly oldest god.
- the law of all things.
There is no form, just relying on words to extend an inviting hand to Du Lin——
It said, [Du Lin, I'll take you home. 】
Du Lin stared at the gold-edged text - there was no surprise.
His relationship with the Lord of Rules is very mysterious.
Sense and order are closer to the rules... Chaos and malice are more like small probability fluctuations decorated to make this world less boring.
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Rules prefer Durin to the Lord of the Abyss.
Using the word like it sounds a little unreliable.
The Higher Essence should not have any emotional preferences.
But several times, when Durin was dealing with official duties in some dangerous small worlds... the rules would specially wait by his side and open up a passage for him.
A passage home as soon as possible.
——Back to the end of the world, back to the channel around it.
This is already an unnatural exception... more like a strange possessiveness.
The black-haired youth didn't feel that there was anything wrong.
He also stretched out a responding hand as usual——
After seeing this scene, it didn't have any form, it seemed to be changing in the air all the time, occupying all the rotten and beautiful existence... The corners of the lips were raised in joy.
——Even if you use all your life energy to create suspenseful small worlds one after another... In the end, he will still belong to me.
——He will continue to spread in the direction of rationality until——
"No!"
And at this moment, Du Lin suddenly heard a very piercing and sharp sound...
It was like pinching the creature's neck abruptly, and the sound came from the twisted vocal cords.
"Durin...you can't go with him!"
The door of the ward was slowly opened.
It was the protagonist who came to Du Lin to attack Deng Fanchuan with excitement and eagerness——
But the moment the man reached out and touched the doorknob... a wisp of black mist pierced into his ear.
The weird golden vertical pupils descended on his pupils in an instant.
The little monster has another skin.
The original one was unsightly, wrinkled and ruined by the collapsed Him, so it was necessary to replace it with a body that satisfied Du Lin.
I won't be told by Du Lin that it's a disgusting body... go see him.
——This is the last time I see Durin...Of course I have to dress up nicely.
"Durin..." The Lord of the Abyss called out his name timidly.
In the blood-colored pupils, there are tears of collapse...
"Can't go with him... durin."
"Please, please stay in this copy world, please stay here forever."
Du Lin looked back at him, with a hint of sarcasm in those beautiful peach eyes.
"...Do you think I will agree?"
He asked in a very soft voice, "Stay here and continue to be entangled by your little tentacles one after another... Hanging in the hospital with sai all over your stomach?"
Looking into his eyes, the little monster seemed to be lying on a cold raft for a moment...letting that ugly body be writhed in the bloody water by this man himself.
——But you can’t return it.
——I have already made it this far, and I cannot back down.
——There is one last procedure to end all this.
After calming down a little, the little monster wearing the skin of Deng Fanchuan, the protagonist, regained his composure.
The Lord of the Abyss said, "Durin... If you must go with him, I can't live without you anyway... Gulu Gulu."
He stared straight at Durin.
Just looking at his tall and handsome face quietly like this, there is a faint and firm arc of despair in his eyes.
"If you must go with him... back to the beginning of the world, then kill me with your own hands."
--kill him?
Du Lin's gaze froze slightly.
He really hated the little monster.
I want to stab him with a knife to repay the torture I suffered in the name of love...
But stabbing him and killing him are two completely different procedures.
At their level, if you want to kill a god, you must do so on the premise that the other party is voluntary, without struggling and unable to revive, and another god writes the text as it is, and uses higher-level rule power to make it disappear... …
——He has been waiting for this moment?
— Was this what He planned?
A subtle and strange emotion spread in Du Lin's heart.
Yes, what a coincidence.
The little monster just possessed all its consciousness on a weak human being in the small world of the copy... It was the time when it was most likely to be wiped out.
Du Lin restored all the memories from birth to the present, with the most disgusting emotions.
And the rules happened to come over at this time, and they were able to hand out the cruel knife.
All the conditions were met at once.
--Why?Why did he insist on dying by his own hands?
Du Lin felt a little puzzled.
But the regular text attached to the human skin paper seemed a little joyful, and the strokes began to dance strangely... all of a sudden it covered the whole paper.
Immediately agreed to the conditions of the little monster.
【as you wish. 】
The paper unfolded in front of Du Lin out of thin air, and the transformed pen brushed the palm of the black-haired young man imperceptibly... It was like a light and itchy feather.
Words full of malice... hide hot jealousy, covering the paper.
As a rule there is no body of any kind...
It was jealous of this ugly little monster, and could turn into one vile body after another to hug Durin.
It is also possible to create small worlds one after another... playing role-playing games with countless human bodies of all kinds.
I didn't think too much about it, I just thought it was the rotten means of the Lord of the Abyss to attack Du Lin's heart, make him lose his mind, have a mental breakdown, and fall into a wave of love and lust.
——Obviously when we were first born...the three of us.
—but why only you can hug him, why only you can kiss him?
And at this moment, he finally found a way to completely destroy this unsightly existence....
[Since he wants to die so much, let him be fulfilled, durin. 】
【Write down the rules, and after the little monster is wiped out... I'll take you home. 】
The last written words...have a sweet and bewitching aura.
[Without him, without this unbearable and inferior life body that once hurt you... At the end of the world, there will only be the two of us left. 】
The killing pen was quietly handed over to Du Lin's hand.
The black-haired youth raised his head and looked at the little monster.
The Lord of the Abyss did not hide, nor did he move an inch.
Even if he felt the dangerous aura of sitting on pins and needles deep in his soul... He still stood there, looking at Du Lin obediently.
As if willing to die.
This appearance made Du Lin feel a little dazed.
At that moment, he seemed to see... the man who used to lie on his ankle, dawdling, coquettishly begging the young man to chop off one of his tentacles, as long as he stayed by his side He, the little sticky man who just looks at him.
——But why, did such an ending happen between them?
In fact, it was not without a moment of soft-heartedness.
If this little monster can always maintain that ugly, cute and well-behaved appearance... It wouldn't be a bad thing to let him accompany me.
But why did he become like this?
——Why did He have to let himself lose his mind and fall into madness... Really, it was just because of the blackened and broken resentment that he couldn't love himself?
[Hurry up... durin! 】
The rules are urging Dooling.
That killing pen...has yet to write down the words.
Du Lin took a deep look at the little monster, and suddenly said, "Do you have anything to explain?"
--explain……?
"The protagonist is attacking Deng Fanchuan" blinked his eyes in some ignorance.
As if thinking of something, he smiled softly.
"some."
"Durin... I really like you."
The thin and soft voice can instantly become a wind flower crushed by the fingertips... The voice is so soft that only you can hear it.
I like it very much.
I like it so much that I have planned so many things... the last thing I want is——
I want to protect you, I want to set you free.
true freedom.
But I can't tell you now...
If I tell you now, you may not be able to write.
Du Lin narrowed his eyes slowly.
Reason told him... There seems to be some tangled and inexplicable hidden secret hidden in it.
He didn't intend to write until he found out why.
But the rules are urgent——
What a great opportunity this is.
A chance to get rid of the little monsters... completely assimilate and monopolize durin in the future.
Now is the time when Chaos is at its weakest... If you miss it, maybe you won't have it.
Durin's body in this copy is just an ordinary human being...human beings are under the control of rules.
The rules only require Du Lin to be in a trance for a moment, that's enough.
The black-haired young man blinked his eyes slowly.
Time seemed to stand still at that moment——
When he came back to his senses again, he only saw that the most binding text had been written on the paper——
——[Let Chaos be completely wiped out, never to be resurrected. 】
Did I write it down?
Du Lin was slightly taken aback.
He looked up hesitantly...but seeing the ugly little monster in front of him, he finally showed a relieved smile.
Greedyly looking at Du Lin's face, as if wanting to record his appearance, the temperature that once embraced him... at the last second of his life.
The little monster's lips opened and closed... as if expressing his last friendship and confession.
"Durin... I want to tell you..."
The trembling longing and relief in the eyes were so hot that the soul almost ached.
--This is……
Du Lin's pupils shrank suddenly.
In his eyes, the entire hospital was constantly twisting, and the black lines on the ceiling stretched longer or shorter... It looked particularly weird.
This suspenseful dungeon is also condensed by relying on the power of the Lord of the Abyss.
At this moment, it also silently began to disillusion and collapse——
【No—why...why even me, even I started to reject Du Lin——】
In this world that is constantly beginning to collapse, the rules that were originally attached to the human skin paper, the written words no longer have the original contemptuous arc... Instead, they began to be messy and scribbled, gradually filling the entire paper ferociously.
[Why, why, why, why, why? ! 】
The rules are about to be stripped out, and rushed to the periphery of this world... can no longer come in, can no longer touch a finger of Du Lin——
This is the final game set by the Lord of the Abyss.
He could hardly bear the pain on his body... and gently closed his eyes.
"I, I really like you..."
Rubbing Du Lin's neck, he smiled contentedly.
"Durin... durin... durin..."
"I, I love you."
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After the rules were stripped and excluded... the human skin paper in his hand finally returned to normal.
It hesitated for a moment, looked at the dazed black-haired young man holding the dying Lord of the Abyss, and said mechanically, 【Host... don't be sad, do you want to know the truth? 】
【I also didn't know until the end... That one has been hiding very well before. 】
[I used to think that He designed so many suspenseful copies, just to watch you collapse and watch you become a marionette... and walked towards him with empty steps. 】
[But at this moment, I finally know the truth. 】
The heart was shrouded in countless black mist... At the moment when the little monster in the abyss was about to dissipate, all the feelings and memories about him... hit Du Lin's brain with pain.
He finally saw the real purpose of the little monster.
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"Grumbling--"
"Grumbling--"
The picture still returns to the beginning of the memory...
The Lord of the Abyss followed Du Lin relentlessly like the most annoying coquette.
Spitting out small bubbles, wriggling his ugly little body, desperately playing the buffoon——
Just to let the handsome young man with a cold face in front of him be able to focus on himself for a moment.
——Look at me, just look at me... Durin.
——As long as you pay attention to me for even a moment... I feel, I feel so happy.
As annoying as it is... the little monster is annoying in its own right.
He always retracted his tentacles tremblingly when Du Lin frowned his handsome brows, and when displeasure flashed in his eyes.
——It can’t be too much...too much will make Durin angry.
——You can't make him angry just because you want to pursue his thoughts...
The little monster is always in the state of being depressed and cheering himself up, forcing himself to stand up—constantly switching.
Sometimes Doolin was too cold to him...it made him sad.
But he will always suppress the instinctive malice that is about to move, and warn himself that he must never hurt durin, and must not make him feel wronged.
Always painted with silly bubbles, like a pug wagging its tail... haunted by a black-haired god.
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——So why did it change...?
The heart seemed to be pulled violently by an invisible hand, and Du Lin continued to watch.
Intuition told him that this was the deepest, darkest misunderstanding entangled among them.
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The picture began to disperse and fluctuate like the moon in the water in the mirror...
After once again begging to go to a small world with Du Lin, the order was rejected... The little monster of the abyss stayed in the outer corner of this world in frustration.
Quietly hugging his small body with his tentacles, he began to be in a daze.
And at this moment, light golden ripples slowly moved across the air——
Rules emerged.
It has been jealous and secretly hating the little monster for a long time...
Why can He express his love for Du Lin so unscrupulously? !Why can't it, it can only turn into cold and invisible air, watching this dazzling scene of happiness with cold eyes——
Rule watched as the Lord of the Abyss rubbed against one of his tentacles.
There was also a bit of the delicate and warm body temperature on Du Lin's neck... This was left behind by He always swinging on that person's neckline like a swing.
Very glaring.
Rule spoke coldly and maliciously.
【You look so stupid and ridiculous...】
[Do you know that Durin is destined to belong to me. 】
The little monster in the abyss stopped dawdling.
There was a questioning sound of "gulu" in some doubts.
He couldn't understand the meaning hidden in the other's words.
Rules proudly said——
【You idiot who has accumulated countless negative emotions... Do you know what the highest state of reason is? 】
【—It’s merging with me. 】
[Sense and rules are inseparable... very similar products. 】
[As time goes by...Durin will detach himself and become a part of the rules. 】
[To completely strip away all the emotions and desires, to completely lose the tangible life form, to completely forget all the mortal world...become a shackle that is blank in time and space. 】
【Owned by me, monopolized by me. 】
[We are the inseparable existence. 】
The little monster blinked hesitantly.
I just feel that the black blood seems to be flowing backwards in the countless tiny blood vessels on my body...
He started to panic.
——Turned into rules... what does this mean?
--What does it mean?
He can't understand.
But...he knew vaguely.
——The meaning of completely losing the form of life... Isn't this the same as death?
He didn't want, absolutely didn't want durin to die.
Absolutely not.
The ugly little monster in the abyss... from the very beginning, I wanted to save Durin.
He doesn't want, he doesn't want Du Lin to forget himself alone, and he doesn't want him to let the so-called stability of the world, let the cold and unattainable look in his eyes... disappear forever and become a regular part.
So, he thought of a way.
If Du Lin understands desire, love...the chaotic and colorful beauty of this world beyond reason, and gives up reason, will he not be assimilated by the rules?
But it's not that easy—
The rules saw the little monster's intentions.
It wrote strong binding words, blocked the vocal cords of the little monster's tentacles, and prevented him from telling Durin these truths.
no use, no use...
The little monster tried many, many methods.
He even used self-mutilation, trying to dig out the sarcoma that seemed to grow out of the vocal cords with one knife after another——
But there is no way to express it with "language" and "words".
——This is the supreme rule...the cruelest restriction.
——It hopes that Du Lin can integrate with itself smoothly and smoothly.
—without any obstruction from other living beings.
So, the Lord of the Abyss desperately thought of the last method——
In the name of imprisonment, under the premise that Du Lin clearly refused, he was dragged into the abyss...
Every day and every night in the dark cave, I have a special relationship with him, want to influence him with desire, want to influence him with love...
But there is no way, but there is no way...
Durin never, ever accepted his love.
Even in order to leave him, he stabbed his own soul with a knife, lost his memory, and came to the human world.
[Give up, it's useless, he was born to belong to me. 】
【How could rationality be affected by chaotic love. 】
【What you have done is ridiculously futile. 】
Seeing this scene, the aloof world rules began to laugh unscrupulously.
The little monster in the abyss gritted his teeth.
It seems that the broken jar has given up.
But he intends to use the last method——
"sacrifice."
He created the so-called world of suspense.
The appearance of the whole world, everything it shows... Every plant and tree in each copy is formed by him gathering the worst malice in the world.
Those so-called villains are all his avatars, existences that are extremely sinful and cannot be forgiven.
It will definitely be the existence that Du Lin hates the most.
It looked like a child who became angry from embarrassment... After knowing that the result could not be reversed, he smashed the building blocks and gave up on himself.
In this way, the rules are paralyzed.
But in fact……
Those malice... are all just a disguise, just trying to deceive the rules.
Under the malice, the deepest and most memorable thing is that the little monster in the abyss huddled softly behind Du Lin from beginning to end, watching him pitifully.
--is love.
Love him so much that he is willing to completely sacrifice his love.
If Du Lin can't be stained by lust.
Then let him, the incarnation of all malice, die completely, and share the remaining feelings with him.
Give it all to him...not a drop left.
The conditions to be achieved are simple——
Need your own death.
This is all the bureaus set up by the little monster of the abyss.
As long as Du Lin hates him... as long as Du Lin writes words on the rules that will make him disappear...
Then Durin will be free.
true freedom.
You can live... no longer bound by the rules.
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【Host--】
Those chaotic truths... are like a confession on a piece of white paper, smeared and smudged by fiery and innocent feelings...
Consciousness slowly withdraws, and everything in front of me becomes clear...
Du Lin finally knew that this was the original truth.
This is the original...the memory between the two of them.
[Ding——detection——detection——]
[Main task 100: Exploration degree of all suspenseful dungeons: [-]%——]
"Durin... originally wanted you to be free."
"Whether it's imprisoned, or it makes you collapse and completely lose your mind...it's all fake."
"In fact, I actually want you to be free more than all creatures in this world..."
Du Lin stared blankly at the little monster that gradually became transparent in front of him...
He has been weakened to the extreme.
There was a gurgling sound in the throat, like foam bubbles about to collapse.
The difference is that it is no longer the teary-eyed pitiful little guy crying out for pain...
It took the initiative to cut off a small section of its own tentacles.
A trembling eye appeared on the tentacles...and placed on Du Lin's hand.
"For, durin, until the end of the world of chaos and malice...the end of life and decay of all things."
He smiled foolishly, his voice was too soft.
"I will always protect you...I will always love you."
The flesh and blood on the face and the ugly skin were being burned by the invisible fire of the rules—it was a convulsion that made everything fear pain and couldn't help but twitch after touching it.
But the little monster still tried to maintain a peaceful expression...
He was afraid that Du Lin would find him ugly again, so that would be bad.
The last side... Of course, you have to put on a good-looking pose.
That way Durin can remember it.
"Even if it's my life in exchange."
"This is my real confession..."
"You always say that I don't know what love is, but I do. I just pretend I don't know it all the time... Gulu Gulu... in order to paralyze that bad guy who rules."
"Love is protection, love is to give you freedom, love is to hope that you will not be controlled by any creature..."
The muffled voice sounded like a dream.
"—including the rules."
A broken voice sounded at this moment——
The little monster was completely wiped out, turning into lumps of maggot-like mud and flesh, weathered into ashes in his hands, and disappeared without a trace...
——I finally got what I wanted, I protected you, durin.
[No——no—he is mine, he should assimilate with the rules, and should ascend above his will! 】
Outside this world, there are rules constantly hitting and wanting to come in, and the icy roar comes from...
It seemed that he realized that the young man was about to struggle out, and completely separated from it.
But it's useless, it's completely useless.
The little monster in the abyss is dead.
At the moment of death... Countless black spots, powerful energy merged into Du Lin's body.
That means freedom.
At the same time, it also means... that anxious person always follows him, stares at him blankly, and when Du Lin is in a good mood, he will grab him from the leg of his trousers and hold him in his hand, as if The Lord of the Abyss, who was randomly kneaded like a ball, died completely...
"Goodbye, Durin, durin... don't feel bad."
"You are free."
It seemed that the little guy's intimate gurgling sound came from his ears.
Like a coquettish big cat.
For some reason, my heart hurts from being stabbed.
It seems that there is a thin and cold wind whistling from the cave.
Tears slowly flowed from the black-haired youth's always indifferent pupils...
At this moment, he suddenly understood what seven emotions and six desires are.
It was also because this little monster gave him his feelings... that he understood.
Reason is influenced by chaos... and love is poured out.
"Goodbye, durin—"
It's like what Du Lin heard when he was impatiently bound by a crumpled human skin and appeared in this dark and suspenseful world...
In fact, it was the most tender confession from beginning to end.
"The whole world of suspense...is born for you."