BSI Chapter 425 People Are Really Fickle
Chapter 425 People Are Really Fickle
Chapter 425 People Are Really Fickle
After Chen Jin said such words, I was a little unhappy in my heart, and I quickly expressed it in words. I said to him: "Why did you go to Shanghai to find me? ... If you think we If the two of you can still work together, then you can talk to me seriously about your career... The old mother stared at my emotional affairs and said, are you interested?"
"Look, I just said such a word, and you are impatient!"
"I don't think it's interesting... If I'm still annoyed by these things after returning to Dali, I might as well go back to Jimo and do some seafood business... At least, it's clean!"
"Don't be so excited, think about it: some things really have to be done, don't you have to face them."
"Then it's not now."
"Come on... just treat me as farting... I won't talk, okay?"
"No... Hurry up and say something happy."
"I'll welcome you at night...I'll call out whoever I want to accompany you."
"Call everyone you know... Especially your girlfriends, there must be none... I want to talk to them."
Chen Jin smiled embarrassingly, and then replied: "It's been so long, your joke-loving problem still hasn't changed."
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At noon, we arrived at the airport in Dali, and it was Xiao Song from the car dealer who came to pick us up. After arriving in the ancient city, I booked a room at the inn by myself. The reason why I didn’t go to Chen Jin’s place was because I didn’t want to listen to him. Mention those things again.
As long as I have the ability to deal with it, that's fine. When I don't have the ability to deal with it, the more he talks, the more confused I become.
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Lying on the bed and sleeping for a long time, when I opened my eyes again, it was already the most beautiful time of the day in Dali...
I opened the curtains, and the Erhai Lake was on the land in the distance, inlaid like jasper; the streets and alleys of the ancient city were still busy, and all kinds of tourists were just holding their cameras, taking pictures and writing about their lives.
Yes, this is Dali in my heart. It is changing every day, and it is returning every day, returning to its original appearance, and also returning to the hearts of everyone who has had close contact with it.
I like it here, although it is a bit complicated, but it will also bring me some beauty that is invisible to the naked eye.
Let’s put it this way: If Jimo is suitable for living alone; then Dali must be romantic and accompanied by a loved one. If not, you must also fantasize about her. Yearning, but also ideal people.
And the big city will only turn you into a machine.
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After standing like this for a while, there was a knock on the door, and the first person who came to see me was Director Ma.
Director Ma is Director Ma. I haven't seen him for almost a year. He is still the same as before. He looks very stable.
We sat facing each other on the terrace outside the room.
I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and handed it to him, and said, "I can't buy the cigarettes I brought back from Shandong. Would you like one?"
"I don't smoke, I quit for more than a year, and I can't break my merits with you."
I lit the cigarette, and then looked at the distant Erhai Lake in a daze...
At this time, the water area I can see is Ma Jiuyi, and it is also the place where I often met Ye Zhi when I first came here; at that time, she liked to sit by the sea in a daze, and I liked to take a walk by the sea, so there was always Opportunity to meet.
I couldn't help thinking about my mood at that time... So I smiled, it seemed that after coming to Dali, the best expectations were born at that time.
"What are you laughing at?"
I came back to my senses, then looked at Director Ma and replied: "I went out for a year, and now I'm back in Dali, I can't help being happy!"
"It can be seen that you have feelings for Dali... If you have feelings, why did you leave in the first place?"
"Whether you have feelings or not, you have to wait until you lose them."
After finishing speaking, there was a moment of silence, then I changed the subject and asked him, "How was your year?"
"Very good, very good."
Director Ma must be so content with his current life that he doesn't like to use common words... At least, when someone asks me if I'm okay, I definitely can't say the word "very good".
Come to think of it, we are probably not from the same world anymore!And this is more lonely than having no acquaintances; because what I fear most is that acquaintances become strangers; before, we obviously had many common topics to talk about.
After being silent for a while, Director Ma said to me again: "Tell you something... I have already spent the charity money you left for me before you left... Later, our temple really took care of the kitchen and the kitchen. The place to eat has been repaired again."
"Did you build a merit monument this time?"
"It was built, we respect your wishes and wrote her name."
I nodded and sighed: "Buddha is merciful, saving the suffering...she came back...she survived that shipwreck."
Director Ma's face was full of disbelief; at this moment, I doubted his Buddha nature, a person with a Buddha in his heart, why should he be surprised by such a result... After all, in their hearts, "life is also There is no birth, no death, no death, life and death are the same", the so-called life and death are just a form.
He finally spoke to me and asked, "What's the situation with you now?"
"The road is facing the sky, each side will go."
"Is it because you don't want to be nice to her, or is it because she doesn't want to be nice to you?"
"You think highly of me for asking such a question... She has been back for more than a month, and she never thought of going to find me."
"Is this really killing you?"
I took a puff of cigarette, squinted my eyes at the people coming and going on the street, nodded after a long time, and then asked Director Ma: "Tell me, is it really because of her writing on the monument of meritorious deeds?" Name, she can come back... If this is the case, your temple is quite spiritual."
Director Ma smiled: "So, you have to be a little in awe of our Buddhism... I still say the same thing, as long as you believe in Buddhism, I will still wait for you in Jizu Mountain in the wind and rain."
"You are really a monk and a fool... You can't tell the difference between the words."
"Life and death are the same in our eyes, let alone talking."
I'm speechless, and I don't feel so good in my heart... I feel that I have lost him as a friend, and he won't talk to me like before. In fact, I really want to hear him talk to me again Things in the rock circle, such as which singer is really talented, which singer has lost his rock spirit in order to make money, and has become kitsch;
But these, he will not do.
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Damn, people are fickle and ruthless!
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Before nightfall, I went to Erhai Lake again.
I sat alone on the reef, feeding the group of white seagulls with bread... After a piece of bread was eaten, the setting sun began to break on the sea.
My state of mind was also broken by this "almost dim" bleakness.
I took out all the air tickets that Ye Zhi left behind from my handbag, and after taking a look, I became a saboteur. When I tore up the air tickets, I also destroyed the ecological environment of Erhai Lake.
I know this is wrong, but my heart is filled with a kind of pleasure after venting.
I think doing this is revenge for Ye Zhi's ruthlessness towards her.
However, when I really looked at those fragments, I suddenly felt very sad.
But so what?
It would be nice if she could come here too, and look at the pieces, and look at my determination... I'll definitely come out of this relationship and pick myself up.
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I just want to buy the best villa in Dali, drive the best car, and educate the best child, call me daddy... and all of these have nothing to do with her indifferent woman!
My happiness is mine and has nothing to do with her!
(End of this chapter)