Chapter 123 When the World Turns Upside Down
Chapter 123 When the World Turns Upside Down
Ji Kang sent Ruan's mother back, comforted Ji's father and Ji's mother, and coaxed them back to the room.
"Actually, you don't have to admit it."
Seeing Ji Kang rubbing his knees with oil, 444 still couldn't help but speak.
Ji Kang paused, and then said casually: "Sooner or later, we have to talk about it. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain."
"This world will end when you are 25 years old, you don't have to say it."
"Indeed, Ruan Feiyu has no feelings for me in this world, so the progress should be just to let him live like a normal person. It doesn't need him to have any feelings for me, right?"
Ji Kang was thoughtful, and followed the words of the system, his expression was still a little sad.
"Yes, so you just need to strive to make Ruan Feiyu live like a normal person before the age of 25. Remember to make progress before this time, otherwise you will not be able to go back."
Ji Kang was stunned: "Why? At the beginning, there was no such restriction... Could it be that if I didn't finish before the age of 25, I would become a wandering soul like the previous world and watch Ruan Feiyu live like this? "
"Ruan Feiyu doesn't remember your world after the age of 25, so his consciousness will go back after the age of 25. But if you don't complete the task, there will be no new world for you to complete the task."
"Ah, what should I do then?"
"You will die." 444 added as if trying to intimidate him, "Your consciousness can only be in the world of happiness because there is nowhere to go. The system cannot decide where you go, so you can only stay in Ruan Feiyu's consciousness In an empty shell."
Ji Kang dragged his tone and put down his trousers: "Then I will neither count the mission as successful nor the mission as a failure, right?"
444 noticed Ji Kang's question: "What do you want to do?"
"You said that Ruan Feiyu will return to his own consciousness, and I will become immortal. Does this mean that the happy world cannot complete the emotional transformation, and Ruan Feiyu can return to the world normally?"
The system did not speak, which was expected by Ji Kang. He continued, "I would know it even if you didn't tell me. I didn't expect that there was a third way. You really lied to me back then."
"Is it so indifferent to you whether you live or die?" 444 held back for a long time, and only asked this sentence.
Ji Kang arranged the medicine bottles and turned off the lights. There were dim street lights outside, and there were no pedestrians.
He could not go out the window, nor could the light enter the house.
"It doesn't matter. Before I came to the happy world, what is the difference between me and Immortal?"
444 didn't speak any more. After this time, it really didn't communicate with Ji Kang again. Ji Kang seemed to have returned to the real world, and he was still the only one.
Before entering the university, a physical examination is required to check whether the physical fitness is up to standard. Ji Kang finished first and then went to Ruan Feiyu's room next door.
Because of Ruan Feiyu's particularity, the hospital gave him an extra private physical examination. Ji Kang roughly guessed what it was, but he was still a little worried standing at the door.
After waiting for about an hour, the doctor and the others came out. Ji Kang hurried in and found that Ruan Feiyu had sat up and was slowly arranging his clothes.
Perhaps because they are living in Ruan Feiyu's memory, the size and appearance of the two of them have not changed much from the previous world.
Ruan Feiyu in this life obviously didn't exercise, but his six-pack abs were still clearly visible, which made Ji Kang very uncomfortable.
"How is it?" Ji Kang turned his back, staring at the white wall in a daze.
Ruan Feiyu knew that the other party was asking him, and slowly replied: "It doesn't matter as usual."
Hearing such an answer, Ji Kang felt very uncomfortable, but he quickly changed the subject: "That's good, what shall we eat later?"
"Whatever..." Ruan Feiyu's voice was gradually covered by another voice.
A piece of music from the radio passed by the door, changing from small to loud.
An old lady was holding a radio in her hand, and was chased out by a nurse lady before she could walk a few steps: "Grandma! The hospital must keep quiet! You have to play music outside!"
"I'm just listening to it casually, I'll turn it off now..." Grandma quickly turned off the music, and the nurse helped the old grandma back, and nodded to the two as they passed by Ji Kang's ward.
Ji Kang looked back and found that Ruan Feiyu was still looking at the door: "What's wrong?"
"What song is that?" Ruan Feiyu seemed to be caught in some memory, and his tone was much softer.
"That song..." Ji Kang said for a moment, he seldom listened to songs, and he listened to every song because Ruan Feiyu was next to him.
The one on the radio just now was a folk song. In the zombie world, Meng Shiliu also sang it to him. At that time, the memory he recalled was that he and Ruan Feiyu discussed the lyrics.
But after the discussion, I found that the other party was absent-minded, as if frustrated by missing something.
Ji Kang directly took out his phone, searched out the title of the song, and played it while standing beside Ruan Feiyu.
"The world is so small, yet so big.
It is not easy for some people to meet, but it is so difficult to fall in love.
My love for you is so obvious, but you always pretend not to know it.
Even if you don't love me, I will sing for you.
Even if you don't love me, I will send the moonlight to you.
Even if you don't love me, I will be by your side.
Until one day I had to go away, when—
Let the moonlight let the singing voice tell you what I want to say one by one
I love you. "
Ji Kang was listening to the lyrics and questioned: "The lyrics of this song don't rhyme at all. I promised to be with you but then I still left. Are people's feelings so complicated? And how can Moonlight talk..."
Until the singing finally stopped, Ji Kang was still rationally analyzing the mistakes in the lyrics, but when he listened to it again today, he couldn't help humming along.
Until the last line was sung, he suddenly found that the tune of the last line was different from last time. Last time, there was a harmony behind the singer's voice, saying "I love you" in a low voice.
"The lyrics are very unreasonable, but I think they sound familiar." Ruan Feiyu frowned, "It's the first time I've heard it. Is this an illusion?"
Ji Kang walked over with a smile, and poked Ruan Feiyu's eyebrows: "Don't frown, there is a hole."
After finishing, both of them froze until finally Ji Kang slowly withdrew his hand and stared at each other quietly.
Ruan Feiyu didn't understand what Ji Kang's series of actions meant. After thinking for a while, he only thought that he seemed to have spoken while singing: "What did you just say?"
"I just..." Ji Kang recalled that song, did Ruan Feiyu confess his love to him back then?
Even though he knew that there would be no response and no result, he still said it. At least at that moment, Ruan Feiyu had something to look forward to in his heart.
Perhaps this is also the reason why in so many worlds afterwards, as long as Ji Kang confessed to him, the other party's progress soared rapidly.
But why did he back down again?
Ji Kang watched Ruan Feiyu try his best to show concentration, and his promise to let Ruan Feiyu live like a normal person, he flinched.
Ruan Feiyu's normal life should also include a normal partner, not a friend who has been with him for so many years.
All outsiders will think that the relationship between them is just dependence and habit, not love, even the parents of the first two families.
But... Thinking of what the system said that night, Ji Kang decided to be selfish.
He walked over and hugged Ruan Feiyu, who was at a loss for what to do, and after a long time slowly hugged him back with his arms, patting him lightly.
Ruan Feiyu asked: "Are you sad?"
Ji Kang shook his head: "No."
Ruan Feiyu's comforting movements were also taught by Ji Kang. Every time Ruan Feiyu was wronged, Ji Kang would help Ruan Feiyu vent his anger, and then find a place to hide and cry.
Ruan Feiyu could always find Ji Kang who was hiding every time, but he just stood aside and watched Ji Kang cry.
After many times, Ruan Feiyu asked, "What should I do in this situation?"
So Ji Kang taught Ruan Feiyu how to comfort others with a hug when they were crying.
Ji Kang doesn't know if the other party has used the same method to comfort others, but at least this embrace belongs to him at this moment.
"I'm not sad, I just want to say a word, it takes a little courage."
"What?"
Ji Kang took a deep breath, and slowly withdrew from Ruan Feiyu's embrace.
He stared into the eyes of the other party, and said with concentration: "Ruan Feiyu, I love you."
"Does this sentence make you sad?" Ruan Feiyu asked the question without any hesitation, almost after confirming that Ji Kang had nothing to say next.
Ji Kang didn't react, just shook his head: "No, it's not."
"Then why are you hugging me? Hug because you're sad, right?"
Talking, Ruan Feiyu took out a notebook from his bag, which contained the common sense in life that Ji Kang taught him, the behavioral teachings that made him look "normal".
"When Ji Kang is sad, hugging me will make me feel better. There is nothing wrong with that."
Ji Kang watched the other party's progress without moving at all, and his mood gradually became depressed. He forced himself to smile: "Yes, I'm actually a little sad."
"Why do you laugh when you're sad?" Ruan Feiyu asked himself and replied, "But you're right when you're sad, it's ugly."
Ruan Feiyu didn't respond to Ji Kang's confession, but tried his best to help Ji Kang analyze his emotions.
Ji Kang couldn't blame Ruan Feiyu, he was just sad, and maybe he would never be able to say such things to Ruan Feiyu again in the future.
It's even more sad that he used to do so much to Ruan Feiyu.
Ruan Feiyu must love him so much that he has suffered so much and paid for him.
The author has something to say:
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