However, the male protagonist loves the villain

Chapter 41

The heaters in the hospital were burning hot.

The snow on Pei Lin's shoulders melted within a short while, making it a little wet and sticky.

Seth's mentality exploded after being left alone for a month, and it is understandable to continue to be angry and ignore others. In short, he continued to nest in the quilt like a silkworm chrysalis and refused to come out.Pei Lin wasn't very good at coaxing people either, so she could only chat with the nurse at the side.

The aunt smiled honestly: "Oh, it's not hard, it's not hard, Zai Zai is so obedient every day, sensible and obedient!"

"Just a little willing to cry."

In the dialect, "Ken Cry" means "love to cry". The aunt sighed: "I cry every day while eating and don't know what's going on. Those who cry are so pitiful~ah!"

The silkworm chrysalis froze on the bed.

Pei Lin narrowed his eyes: "Cry every day?"

"Isn't it!" The aunt pulled Pei Lin to the door, and whispered, "I never cry when I change the medicine, and I don't cry when I get an injection, but my eyes are red every time I eat and evening, alas, Ask me all the time when will you come..."

The aunt had a loud voice, and what she thought was a low voice actually resounded through the entire ward.

Huo Xiuxun covered his ears under the quilt at first, but then he curled up into a ball and felt hot all over, and finally couldn't take it anymore, and sent a series of [beep beep——] in his head.

Pei Lin: =_= Convinced, and still wear such a physical silencer? ? ?

It was so easy for the aunt to leave.

The silkworm chrysalis continues to hibernate.

Pei Lin reached out to touch him from outside the quilt, stroking his hair like a cat.While fumbling, he picked up a book beside his bed. It was the "Peter Pan" he had mentioned to him, and he actually bought it and read it.

Pei Lin flipped the pages for a while: "Do you really cry every day?"

The calm before the brief storm.

Finally someone blew his hair, lifted the quilt out and threw a pillow over.

Pei Lin easily grabbed the pillow and smiled at someone's murderous eyes.

The mentality has changed, and the state of mind of people has changed.In the past, when he watched little Seth, he always had a string of "this is a criminal" in his mind, so that he had to try his best to guess the meaning behind all the words and deeds of this man.

But now, Pei Lin emptied his mind and only focused on his true feelings.

A child who likes to be coquettish and angry, and is often a little green-skinned dinosaur. In fact, in most cases, his "cuteness" is greater than "annoying".

Even at this moment, he was extremely ashamed and angry, but he was just an incompetent and furious cat cub, with his mouth pouted into a "^" shape, Pei Lin only hated that he didn't bring a camera.

He never knew before that humans can also make "^" expressions.

……

When I went home that night, the courtyard of the small villa was already covered with small lanterns.

In one afternoon of heavy snow, Aunt Tao and Tao Xiaoning had already piled up several snowmen.The snowmen are naive, some with carrots stuck in their noses, some with tin buckets on their heads, and some with old scarves around their necks and holding broken brooms in their hands, showing a primitive and rough artistic sense.

"Brother, look, that's you. The one wearing the little red flower next to you is Ning Ning, and the older one is your mother."

Tao Xiaoning softly took Pei Lin's hands, pointing to him one by one.There are several round snowballs on the bench next to the snowman.

It was made by Aunt Tao and Tao Xiaoning specially for him, and the three of them will make another one together when he comes back.

But what to pile up?Pei Lin looked at those round snowballs. From puppies and rabbits to cats and hamsters, it would be most suitable to pile up a small pet next to a family of three.It's a pity that his family has never had a pet. At a certain moment, he even thought about building a seth?

Tao Xiaoning looked at him like a fool: "Of course we want to be a father together!"

Pei Lin: "..."

Yes, he almost forgot that he still has a father.

Soon, "Pei Libin" was also piled up.

Thanks to Pei Lin's help, the big new snowman became the ugliest and most outrageous one. Standing next to the three beautiful little snowmen, it looked like Little Red Riding Hood's family of three and the big wild wolf who didn't fit in.

Aunt Tao liked it very much, and happily took out the camera when she went back to the living room: "Come on, take a photo with Dad!"

Pei Lin opened up with a smile, and held Xiao Ning's hand that was red from the cold.

The little colored lights flashed joyfully, and Tao Xiaoning attacked him with a small snowball.So the family of three started snowball fights again. Originally, Tao Xiaoning came prepared and wanted to win, but her joyful clucking made the roof avalanche again, falling directly on everyone's heads.

In the end, all three parties suffered disastrous defeats, and only nature declared victory.

Pei Lin's neck was covered in ice, but he was out of breath and having fun.

No matter what will happen in the future, at least the winter of the first year of rebirth, he believes that whether it is he, Ningning or Aunt Tao, they have lived it seriously and well without regrets.

Soon, Christmas and New Year are approaching.

The streets are full of festive atmosphere and lively, even the downstairs of the hospital is no exception, singing and selling are noisy all day long.

Ever since he saw the "Peter Pan", every time Pei Lin came to see Huo Xiuxun, he would bring him some books to read.

Those books are of course adult tastes, ranging from celebrity biographies to essays and poems, but most of them are the literary works that Professor Pei prefers.Every time the doctors and nurses passed by and saw Dostoevsky, Maugham, and Hemingway at the bedside, they would look puzzled at the fourth-grade children on the hospital bed pretending to be holding books.

…Crazy, buying such a difficult book for such a young child?

Is the school teacher looking forward to the success of the child for the parents?

In his previous life, Huo Xiuxun had been dependent on others when he was young. Unlike other children, his parents bought all kinds of literary masterpieces for him, so that he grew up to be an extremely "biased" person.

The level of science and technology is very high, but the literary quality is almost nonexistent.

My understanding of most of the "world masterpieces" is still at the level of "only seeing their names from Chinese textbooks", and I have hardly read any of them.

Lack of literary literacy does not affect life, does not affect making money, but affects temperament.

At least Huo Xiuxun thought so.

He feels that literature can endow people with a special calm temperament, which even carries fragrance visually.He always remembered that he saw Pei Lin leaning against the school's camphor tree several times in high school, holding a book in his slender fingers.The sun shines on his face through the green leaves, even if he is in the distance, he will have an irrepressible impulse——

If you fish him over and sniff it, will it be aloes full of pages?

I don't know, I've always wanted to know.

The impatience that one can't get what one wants, gradually brews and turns into unhappiness, and turns into a hateful and sour muttering of "pretending to be struck by lightning".

At first, the little brothers responded in a daze: "Brother Huo, it's not pleasing to the eye, let's get him?"

"What are you doing!"

After being raped a few times, the younger brothers understood that although Brother Huo was not happy with the top student surnamed Pei pretending to be a criminal, who made Pei Lin the brother of the little school belle, who was protected by the teacher, and who was backed by the gang of Zhao Xinglu? .

Even if he is as tough as Brother Huo, he can't afford to offend him. Alas, he can only expect lightning to strike him.

……

And then, many years later.

Huo Xiuxun sent someone to take the little golden retriever away from the pet store before Pei Lin could bring it home.

The clothes and books in Pei Lin's house were also taken away by him. The criminals acted quickly and unreasonably, which made everyone in one place extremely angry.

Huo Xiuxun has a real estate in the UK.

Since Pei Lin started to decorate his small apartment, Huo Xiuxun also began to slowly build that house.Several walls of Pei Lin are filled with bookshelves, making the whole house look like a big study, so Huo Xiuxun did the same.

Nowadays, Professor Pei's things, Professor Pei's dog, and Professor Pei's books are filled in the new house, which is almost a one-to-one copy of Professor Pei's home.

Finally, Huo Xiuxun shut himself in.

No matter how much his subordinates cry, he just desperately read those literary works that Professor Pei likes like a lunatic, one after another.

He knows Professor Pei so well, so he will definitely like the stories that Professor Pei likes, love at first sight or crazy obsession like meeting each other later.

He firmly believed.

...but he was wrong.

The Stranger, an extremely dull and boring story.

After reading it once, Huo Xiuxun didn't understand what the story was trying to express. After reading it again, he still didn't understand. He only knew that the hero died in the end.

"The Old Man and the Sea", which is equally dull and boring, the male protagonist also died in the end.

"The Veil" is not as dull and boring as the previous two, but the hero still died.

He spent so many days in the study half dead, trying to touch the last lingering warmth of that person through reading, but he got such a broken result that he almost smashed the entire bookshelf.

As expected of Professor Pei!Untouchable in life, leaving only a cold dead end in death.

Cruel and ruthless, a man who only likes to read depressing literature where the protagonist struggles hard but dies, no wonder he died so depressingly.

……

Huo Xiuxun thanked Pei Lin.

Starting over, every literary classic he gave him had a good ending, "The Count of Monte Cristo" and "Pride and Prejudice", which made people feel comfortable after reading it, and did not take his favorite pile of depressing literature. mad at him.

However, during the second snowfall that winter, the books that Pei Lin brought still secretly contained private goods.

Tender Is the Night by Fitzgerald.Professor Pei mentioned it on his blog, his favorite.

A book that almost fooled Huo Xiuxun back then.

The first half of the book tells a seemingly warm story.A young, promising, free and easy and elegant American psychiatrist went to treat a poor mentally ill rich girl. During the process, he fell in love with her, and despite everyone's dissuasion, he married her.Finally, under his meticulous care, the girl slowly became healthy.

It's a very sweet story. It turns out that there is a little bit of human warmth hidden in Professor Pei's cold and lonely bookshelves.

However, Huo Xiuxun was naive.

After the rich girl returned to normal, she also resumed her once extravagant and profligate life.And the class gap between her and the doctor, the contradiction between the rich and the poor, has become more and more obvious.

In the end, she stopped relying on him and fell in love with a man who could provide her with a luxurious material life.The doctor paid a heavy price for his wishful, kind and innocent redemption, and his love and career were both disillusioned.

"Tender Is the Night", a gentle title.

But he woke up from a gorgeous dream, and there was no light in the gentle night.

……

Huo Xiuxun actually fully understood why Pei Lin liked this book.

A person who looks gentle and perfect, but is calm and rational in his bones, and will not really believe in anything, of course he will like this kind of literature that exposes reality, is full of irony, is highly logical, and is extremely cruel in nature. Normal.

The male and female protagonists of the book have never been the same from the very beginning.

The wealthy daughter of the upper class, she will only love a poor boy if she is crazy.Once the hero successfully "saved" her and brought her back to her senses, she also naturally recovered the shrewdness and calculation, delicacy and extravagance, arrogance and vanity of the "high class".

In the true and cruel story, people will not change their nature over the years because of a moment of gratitude or touch.

So the hero gave everything and finally got nothing but disillusionment.

It is exquisite and logical, and it has been the inevitable result from the beginning, and the level of irony is full.Of course Professor Pei enjoyed watching it.

Huo Xiuxun couldn't accept it.

Even in a sense, he was overwhelmed by the last straw of "Tender Is the Night", so he ran to read a lot of online literature - countless stories with similar beginnings to "Tender Is the Night", one healed the other, Then it develops very dreamily, and the other party will learn to cherish and change, and finally everyone lives happily together.

Huo Xiuxun went crazy for a while without eating or drinking, so he just lay down and read one book after another.

If you read a lot, you can always find all kinds of illogical things, but Huo Xiuxun doesn't want to worry about it.

Rather, he just wanted to see illogical stories - the best and warmest person in the world went to heal the cruel and cold devil, the little fairy didn't dislike the seemingly fierce and evil man who had nothing, and the original enemy finally... The suspicion was resolved and they lived happily together ever since.

Look at those stories that would not exist in Professor Pei's cold logic.

……

On the evening of Christmas this year, Pei Lin brought Huo Xiuxun a small gift for an unprecedented time.

It was a pair of small cotton socks, filled with a few cheap but pretty red and green candy canes.On the following New Year's Eve, he even brought him a big and warm fleece scarf.

Of course it's nice to receive a gift.

Huo Xiuxun ate one of the candies, carefully put away the rest, and wore the scarf every day even when he was lying on the bed.

He is really much happier than in his last life.

But people are always greedy and have to look forward to Shu.

One of the things that Huo Xiuxun thought about the most during these days was to start over again. He really... Can he expect more from Pei Lin?

That person, from the bottom of his heart, doesn't believe in miracles, or any fairy tales.

I don't really like him pretending to be cute, and I don't really believe that he pretends to be pitiful. He has tried so many ways to pester him, becoming a small dinosaur, becoming squeamish, and turning back into a little bastard to hate him. He surprised him with the Frostfall World, She wanted to make him like herself more, but it turned out to be self-defeating.

During the whole month of being ignored, all grievances, coquettishness, entanglement, threats, all disappeared.

Only then did I finally realize that I had been so complacent and secretly happy for so long, that I was completely deceiving myself and others.

If he wants to talk to you, he will talk to you, and if he doesn't want to talk to you, he won't talk to you.

The initiative is entirely his.

An indifferent robot that cannot be activated.

... so powerless.

Huo Xiuxun silently re-read "In the Deep of the Night". The more he read it, the more he felt that this book was not deliberately given to him by Professor Pei to mock his wishful thinking.

He was thinking so much that he didn't realize it. When Pei Lin didn't have time to accompany him these days, he would quietly build a little snowman on his window sill to accompany him.

This is something the former Professor Pei would never do.

Also, the rental hut next to the school has also been furnished, only some final soft furnishings are missing. Pei Linlai asked him which he prefers chicken sheets or duck sheets.

In the end, he was still thinking wildly.Professor Pei specially bought a house for him, because he didn't want to just keep away, so that there would be no reason to sneak into his room in the middle of the night in the future.

Also, the insidious Professor Pei secretly hung up the back door in Frostfall World.

There is really no trust between people.

……

Of course Pei Lin knew that once Seth wasn't too coquettish, well-behaved and quiet, he must be pretending to be "normal" and extremely abnormal.

But what can he do?In the face of Schrödinger's abnormality with distinct characteristics of criminals, he can only respond to changes with the same.

Pei Lin was also busy during this time, busy doing things at school.

He did some crazy things that he would never do in his previous life, and to some extent it was a new life experience.

"...I also want to be a school bully."

Zhao Xinglu: "Huh?"

Pei Lin's gray eyes were full of seriousness: "I want to be a school bully. After I become a school bully, I will be domineering and bully Huo Xiuxun."

"How about it, can you help me?"

"..."

According to Pei Lin's recent expo novels, no matter what kind of book world, the younger brother of the villain boss seems to be the most loyal type of person.

It's not like the people around the decent protagonist group who are difficult to manage, need to be appeased at every turn, and rebel at every turn. The villains are as conscientious as younger brothers, not afraid of failure, and at least until the eve of the finale before leaving in disappointment. There are many people there.

Normally, the younger brothers don't care whether the decision made by the villain boss is reasonable or not.Anyway, it's enough to be brainless, "the boss is the best" is enough!

really.

Zhao Xinglu clearly hated Huo Xiuxun very much all the time, but the villain boy is the villain boy and is very dedicated. After Pei Lin said this, not only did he not jump out to argue with him and his world view collapsed, but directly: "... oh."

It can be seen that not only the protagonist has a halo, but also the villain.

Zhao Xinglu was very efficient. In the next break, he brought a few younger brothers and blocked Chu Zhenhuai on the playground.

In fact, Pei Lin was not sure if he could beat Chu Zhenhuai, after all, the opponent developed early, and he was already a head taller than he was already.

But since he is the ultimate boss of this work, not this Chu Zhenhuai...

Soon, the whole school knew about it.

Chu Zhenhuai, who fought the most, was subdued by Pei Lin without any effort, so he could only be Pei Lin's younger brother willingly, and now Pei Lin is the boss.Huo Xiuxun will be covered by the boss after he speaks, and whoever dares to mention the little murderer will be beaten in the future!

This……

Little Q: [Master...]

Of course, it is very happy to see its master's domineering sideways, and one of the little wishes hidden in the photo album of the male protagonist of Frostfall World is also to want the master to stand up and cover him in public.

Get what you want, more healing!

So there's nothing wrong with it, everything's okay.As for the faint feeling that there seems to be some kind of sand sculpture inexplicably, it must be just its illusion!

Its owner has always been a serious person, huh!

Pei Lin is indeed a serious person, but he can't help thinking about it recently—was he not serious enough in his previous life?It's all over again, and he still behaves as he did in his previous life, which means he has lived twice in a real life.

It's better to change the way of life, live twice in two lifetimes, and make a steady profit.

As for some of the details that make people die...

The main thing is that Xiao Q tweeted him, but he didn't have time to push it to the Sand Glyph series.With Pei Linshang's fairly normal logic, it seems quite social to ask him to tell a bunch of elementary school students that I'm a school bully and that I want to cover up XX.

But anyway, life is all about experience.

Thinking about the good side, the death may be an inevitable thing on the road to rich feelings, and the opposite is full of bluffing elementary school students, who are frightened by him, so he can't be regarded as a real death.

Those who are not real elementary school students are even better.

Especially those few traversers, caught off guard, frantically lowered their heads and flipped through the outline on the spot.

On the day Huo Xiuxun was discharged from the hospital, he was just in time to go back to school to take the final exam.

Never, no one in school paid attention to him.

As a result, this time in the corridor, a bunch of people who knew him or didn't know each other nodded and greeted him, and some people cared about his injury.

Huo Xiuxun didn't understand.

What's going on, did you admit to the wrong person or took the wrong medicine?