However, the male protagonist loves the villain

Chapter 40

Xiao Q originally thought that the master said that letting the male protagonist live and die was just talking.

I didn't expect him to be so hard-hearted!

A nurse was hired, and the hero was left alone in the hospital.A few days later, he suddenly lied to both the school and his family, and secretly took a four-hour train to a small town in the misty rain to the south.

【Master, where are we going? 】

Pei Lin didn't answer.

In such a small city, the best middle school is not difficult to find.

"Are you looking for Zhuo Ziwei?" The young man looked curiously at the kid holding an umbrella in front of him.

The ten-year-old boy is too short, holding a green umbrella, like a cute little mushroom.

The person he is looking for is the popular school No.1, everyone knows everyone, the boy kindly took him all the way to the snack street next to the school, pointing to a shop through the rain:

"Here, over there, the one eating fruit shaved ice with the little fool."

The 15-year-old A Zhuo looked so handsome that Pei Lin had never seen before.

But he didn't have the heart to think about anything else. He held up his umbrella and went straight to the point: "Brother, do you know how the Latin word for 'poppy' is written?"

The 15-year-old Zhuo Ziwei looked puzzled.

Although he is a top student, he has never learned any Latin as a junior high school student, and he has never seen this little mushroom with an umbrella. I don't know why he came to ask him.

He shook his head, and in the blink of an eye, the little mushroom was gone.

After confirming the answer in his heart, Pei Lin didn't stay any longer.

On the long four-hour train ride home, he also waited for Chu Xun's reply from this world.

Chu Xun grew up abroad, and he is already twenty this year.

In those few years, the international laws and regulations of the Internet were not perfect, and they still had the attributes of "a place outside the law". At this time, Chu Xun was working on the Internet as a big hacker that caused headaches for governments of various countries, and he had not been caught accidentally and was finally caught by a group of people. recruitment.

Regarding Pei Lin's tentative question about "umbrella", the 20-year-old Chu Xun is young and frivolous, what kind of umbrella?

He didn't know, and politely threw back a large bag of viruses.

Pei Lin was helpless.

……

A few days later, Pei Libin was also released home.

When Aunt Tao went to pick him up, she inevitably met Tang Caiping again.Xian Xianyu, the big beauty of Tang, had already picked up the most popular blue-screen mobile phone in her hand, and was talking on the phone while talking about business, and she was too lazy to talk to her, even Pei Libin.

After she finished her work, she drove away in a chic way in the little red car.

Aunt Tao looked enviously at the place where the car disappeared, and she learned from the pain when she got home.

"Xiaolin, you are right, a woman cannot be like me, and I am much worse than your mother!"

Then she really got motivated, rolled up her sleeves, and started to tinker with her baking business in private.

From the baking books bought from major bookstores, to learning to make samples according to the books, to making various breads and cakes for Pei Lin and Tao Xiaoning to try.Because she did a lot, she also asked them to take the rest to school to share with their classmates, and then continue to read various cooking books according to the taste and feedback of other children, and strive to improve and innovate.

Because he brought delicious food to school every week, Pei Lin became more popular at school than before.

Zhao Xinglu and a few younger brothers openly helped him set up a stall, and fancy selling was first come, first served.

Repeatedly like this, the taste and craftsmanship of the bread have been unanimously recognized by many children, and the next step is to develop the market.

As a result, Aunt Tao spent several days dawdling with salted fish at home to open up the market.

She was born with a shy personality, and it has been more than a year since she moved to this villa area, and she is just a nodding acquaintance with all the neighbors.It's hard to get her to socialize, to sell, whether it's selling bread or selling herself.

Pei Lin: "Actually, it's not that difficult. Remember three words—smile, enthusiasm, and do what you like."

It was obviously a ten-year-old child's teaching, and ordinary adults would not listen to it at all, but Aunt Tao thought it made sense, so she took a small notebook and quickly memorized it.

Just remembering is not enough, she also begged Pei Lin to accompany her to rehearse at home.

Finally, one afternoon, after she had practiced, she closed her eyes and went out to chat with the wife next door.The other party's family also has children similar to Tao Xiaoning's age, so they started the topic of raising children according to their preferences!

The topic was opened very successfully.

The two became acquainted within a few days, and the lady opposite invited her to have afternoon tea with a few friends, and she politely brought homemade bread over.

The bread tasted amazing and became an instant hit.

Aunt Tao began to receive tea party invitations from other housewives, and after she said that she could take the dessert list for ladies' parties, she got an order immediately.

On the other hand, Pei Libin didn't ask a word when he saw the new large oven at home.He doesn't care, as long as the woman keeps the house in order and takes good care of the children, he doesn't ask for anything else.

So Aunt Tao took care of the family while secretly doing a side job.

Wealthy ladies spend a lot of money, and her list is not stable, but on average, it is no less than an ordinary white-collar worker every month.

Suddenly, she had the confidence to support her son and daughter by herself, and she found that she was suddenly dragged out of the gray mist into the sun, and her mood was much brighter.

Obviously, life has not changed much, but there is a feeling of freedom!

……

Although Tao Xiaoning was silly, her mother became happier, and she also had fun with her.

In winter, the leaves in the yard have fallen.

After sweeping the fallen leaves for the last time, the mother and daughter took out the snowman's shovel and put them away, looking forward to the snowy day.

Soon, the winter solstice.

In the past, whenever Pei Libin was on a business trip during festivals, Aunt Tao would feel a little lost and lonely, but this year's winter solstice is different from the usual sighs. She happily prepared a table of delicious food for the two children and decorated the house with colorful balloons .

When the hot dumplings came to the table, she asked Pei Lin with bright eyes, "Are they delicious?"

Pei Lin: "Yes."

"That's good. Auntie wants to express her gratitude with dumplings. It's because of Linlin's encouragement. Auntie can only be so happy and motivated this month."

Pei Lin shook his head restrainedly.

"..."

"Auntie is really happy," she said, "but Linlin doesn't seem happy."

Women's minds are always more subtle, and they can detect many subtle emotional changes.

"Maybe Auntie is thinking too much, but I always feel that these days... Linlin seems to have something on her mind?"

"Actually, if there is anything you can talk to Dad and Auntie."

"If you feel that auntie and mother don't understand, you can also talk to Ningning. Ningning's mouth is very tight."

Tao Xiaoning said "hmm" twice, and nodded frantically with dumplings all over his mouth.

……

After lunch, Pei Lin went back to his room and lay down on the bed.

Little Q whispered: [Master, if you are unhappy, you can also tell Little Q. 】

[Xiao Q knows that he is stupid, but Xiao Q can be a tree hole, and promise not to tell others. 】

It really feels that the owner has been silent every day recently, and it feels distressed.

Suddenly it was dark.

The huge moon, the ship on the river of stars in the world of Frostfall.Xiao Q was caught off guard, and the whole Tongzi was dumbfounded.

【Master, master, master!This this? 】

It looked around, and there was no male protagonist.

Instead, his master returned to his adult appearance.Biting a blade of grass, she quietly lay on her back on the boat, staring at the starry sky with her gray eyes.

When the national civil servant left Frostfall World last time, he secretly left a back door for himself while the hero was weak.

Of course, masters like him and seth usually can't take advantage of each other's operations of stealing each other's homes.It may only come in once.

Little Q: [Master...]

It really doesn't understand.

The master hasn't seen the male lead for a month. The male lead was subdued and begged for forgiveness pitifully. Of course, he also made a fuss later, begging and banging in the middle of the night.The male protagonist also has a temper. When he was sad, he gritted his teeth and never bothered again.

And Xiao Q has recently opened up a new perspective, and can see the male lead.

The male protagonist is still recovering in the hospital at the moment.

The nurse Pei Lin found for him was a simple and kind-hearted aunt who took care of the male protagonist's basic necessities every day.Stewed chicken soup, stewed fish soup, stewed in different ways.

The aunt saw that the boy looked good-looking and pitiful, and she was full of maternal love, but the cats ate as little as the little things in each meal, and he was a crybaby, which made him feel even more distressed.

"Oh, why are you crying again? Look at this..."

"I didn't cry."

The boy shook his head with red eyes: "What did he tell you?"

My aunt has been asked this question hundreds of times in a month, and she feels distressed and soft-hearted: "Young master, let me take good care of you, and give you the best food and drink. Whatever you want to eat, auntie Just go buy it!"

"Then he himself... why hasn't he come here?"

Auntie: "Oh my goodness."

Little Q: [QAQ. 】

The appearance of that little abandoned cat was so pitiful that those who heard it were sad and those who saw it shed tears.

Yes, the master instilled in him all day long that the male lead is a criminal acting school.

But now, it's a scene that no one is watching. Isn't it too much to say that he acted?

Xiao Q, as a psychological master of healing literature, is completely able to imagine the hero's mental journey at this moment.

Maybe the male lead is just like what was written in the original book, the inside is not bad at all, he is just a pitiful little guy with a huge sense of insecurity!

Only then did I need to go to the master every day, so I stayed in the master's room and did not leave.He really needs the light breathing sound that can prove that that person is still alive, and that the screen beating can prove that that person is still alive.

But he also knew that the master looked down on the ex-criminals in his bones.

It's so humble to post it even though you know it's looked down upon by others.But he put down his self-esteem and tried hard to post, but the cruel master finally got him to accompany him and took them all away, woo woo woo...!

however.

Little Q glanced at the cruel master again.

At this moment, the owner is also lying on the boat in a daze with a world-weary expression on his face.

What happened to QAQ?

……

In fact, Pei Lin wasn't world-weary, nor was he frustrated, he just couldn't figure it out.

That's why I came to Frostfall World hoping to get an explanation.

If he can't get it, at least the time here is nothingness, which can give him enough time to think.

Frostfall World is bizarre and fun.

But the more he thought about it, the more he felt that everything was unreasonable.

The brief contact with A Zhuo and Chu Xun in this world made him reconfirm that the person who "gives him the umbrella" does not belong to this world.

But if the umbrella really came from his former colleague, from that completely real world... the real world, how could it really have a connection with this outrageous world in front of him?Science doesn't allow it.

Back then, the reason why Pei Lin was willing to believe in Xiao Q's so-called rebirth, the so-called "book world", was because everything in the whiteness, and the small system's ability to speak in his brain was beyond his comprehension as a scientist, forcing him to I have to believe it.

But as time passed day by day, he gradually began to doubt.

"What if the so-called 'book world' doesn't exist at all...?"

Little Q: [Huh? 】

The current "book world" is too bizarre.

"But precisely because of this, I feel more and more that it is more like...someone's subconscious, or simply a dream."

"Because if it's a 'book', there are too many logically contradictory elements mixed in. Those traversers try to survive in the normal world with logic that is completely out of the normal world, which is totally unreasonable."

Little Q shook his head frantically in his heart.

The master still reads too few books, and the logic of the world in the book is strange.It has also seen the article in which the heroine traveled from the biochemical world to the ancient saying Zhaidou, then suddenly started cultivating immortals, and then fought to the invincible Starfleet of the universe.

Just about to open his mouth, the next sentence confuses him——

"Maybe, even you and I are not real, and are just creations of dreams."

Little Q: […]

【Master, Xiao Q is absolutely real, huh? 】

Little Q is angry!

How does a system prove its existence?But Xiao Q is sure that he is a live system, and the owner said that it is a fake is too much.

On Pei Lin's side, he continued to think along the logic of "everything is a subconscious dream". At least he can be sure that this is definitely not his dream.

It is [-]% impossible for his subconscious mind to regard Huo Xiuxun as the "ideal object that needs to be attacked in the end".

If his subconscious can construct a "system" for himself, it is absolutely impossible for Xiao Q to be such a silly character.

Not to mention a bunch of weird novels that he hadn't read.

It is reasonable to speculate that this place is more like Seth's psychopathic spiritual world.Strange things such as traversers and the Frostfall system are all reasonable.

But if this is Seth's spiritual world, then what is he?

Seth's beloved god?Or is it a fooled clown?Is nothing even just a product of neurosis?

……

I don't know, and I can't put this matter on the table and ask the psychopath himself.

He didn't want to aggravate his neurosis yet.

The boat docked.

This time Pei Lin disembarked by himself.Stepping on the moss on the shore will obviously wet the shoes, but the little bastard said it would not be the last time, alas.

Pushing open the stone door, Pei Lin thought that he would face the busy street like last time, but who knew that this time, after opening the door, he found a familiar room.

Not his current home in the small villa, but the room in his own apartment when he becomes an adult!

A bit frigid, well organized.

The only difference was that there was a big golden retriever, who rushed over to greet him enthusiastically.

Pei Lin: "...Doudou?"

He has never been liked by small animals, so this may be the only dog ​​in the world who is willing to pounce on him.However, when he paid the deposit, Doudou was lucky to be a small one.He originally wanted to pick up the little one after the business trip, but he never went back during that business trip.

At the moment, DouDou is living leisurely in his home.

There is a nest, complete with toys.

But Pei Lin hadn't bought so many toys for it, and he also keenly discovered that the furnishings of his room had not changed, but there were many clothes and things that were not his own at all.

Such as sunglasses and watches in front of the mirror.

There are also some clothes in the closet that are not his dressing style at all.

Pei Lin walked into the study.

In the study room, on the shelf dedicated to photo albums, there are a lot of photos of all kinds and impossible to exist.

The first one that came into view was the adult him and the adult Huo Xiuxun hugging the dog and smiling happily.On the back is a tourist photo of the snow-capped mountains, on which the words "Happy 30th birthday to Professor Pei" are written.

He never lived to be 30 in his previous life!

The one next to it is even more outrageous.

"Brother Pei Lin and Xiao Xun's University Graduation Photo".Both are dressed in bachelor uniforms, neatly dressed.

"When I was in high school, I was on the radio station with Brother Pei Lin."

In commemoration of the junior high school entrance examination: "Professor Pei's only first place in his life".

On the podium of the primary school: "Professor Pei said, I will be covered by Xiaoxun from now on."

Pei Lin looked at the pictures one by one, which were not like p at all.

He remembered looking for 15-year-old A Zhuo in the light rain.

The "little fool" beside him is actually his object many years later.A colleague met to climb a mountain, and Pei Lin met several times.

...That turned out to be a campus romance.

What kind of good luck does a person have to be able to meet the person he loves early at such a young age, see his immature and cute appearance every day, and grow up with him.

Since Pei Lin came to this world, his feelings have become richer.

Even silently, he even knew what a sour lemon is.

It turned out good.

He doesn't have to envy others now, in some crazy world, he has been arranged completely in one photo after another, and he has directly compiled a fairy love affair with everyone's sour lemons!

Fingertips lingered on those fake photos.

Pei Lin realized that he had read it once, and then read it upside down.

Want to understand the world of neurosis?He actually wanted to get a glimpse of the whole picture from those mere photos, what was the perfect story in Huo Xiuxun's mind.

Suddenly, a sliver of white drifting across the window took away his sight.

Snowing.

Aunt Tao and Ningning have been waiting for Xue.Pei Lin didn't know why, but his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he opened the window and stretched out his hand as if he had a premonition.

In the winter of his first year on the job, he took a short trip to Lake Baikal.

There, he encountered the most beautiful snow in his life, falling like a goose feather, and falling on the palm of his hand was a beautiful and complete hexagonal ice crystal.

It's a pity that he only saw such a beautiful snow once in his life. Later, he wrote this sentence casually on his blog that few people followed.

And at this moment, in the beautiful world constructed by seth, he finally saw that snow again.

He opened the door and went downstairs.

ran into the snow all over the sky.

The world is a playground.

All the scenes are the same as in the memory, the frozen and shining lake, and some romantic person stepped on the snow with such a sentence.

The world is one big playground.

But even if he did it all over again, he still failed to treat life like a playground.

The country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change.He has been subconsciously being careful everywhere and taking precautions every step of the way!

It’s ridiculous.

There is a question that Xiao Q has been wondering for a long time-why did the master agree to return to this world at that time?

Wanting to feel everything again, Xiao Q said "huh" to this answer, as if he was not completely convinced.

Even small systems have their moments of sharpness.

He actually has a more real purpose than that, he's just ashamed to face it.

……

It finally snowed, and Tao Xiaoning kept jumping around in the yard like a fat bird in his red jacket.

He went back to the house to drag his mother, and wanted to find his brother, but he saw his brother wrapped in a plaid scarf, rushing out the door like a gust of wind.

"I'm going to find my classmates!"

what.

She stood there, blinking like a Russian ice doll.

My brother, who had been dead for almost a month, is alive!

Huo Xiuxun waited for a whole month, thinking that he would not be able to wait.

He was going crazy, and if he waited any longer, he would be forced to leave the hospital dragging his tattered body.As a result, seeing people is more poignant.

He didn't know what Pei Lin had done this month and who he had met.

Suddenly, there was a different kind of lightness and brightness in the whole person.

what happened.

When he was not around, who he went to meet, became brighter.

Huo Xiuxun wanted to kill someone.

The nursing lady is cooking pig's trotter soup today, she doesn't understand.Didn't the children talk about the young master every day? What does it mean that the young master came today and covered his head in anger and refused to talk to him?

Huo Xiuxun covered his head and gritted his teeth to watch the screen under the quilt.

The small computer secretly recorded all kinds of Pei Lin's whereabouts - oh, did you see the one surnamed Zhuo?